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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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Happy Thanksgiving! It is time to be thankful for everything we have.
Ok, I know, Thanksgiving is tomorrow! But chances are I won't be online, since it was Thanksgiving. Anyway, by the time people read this, it may be Thanksgiving.
Anyway, I am excited because my bro will be home from college. I know, a weird thing to be excited about. Usually he is such a big pain in the butt, know it all, annoyance that I want to scream my lungs out! SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM! But I miss him though. We have many of the same hobbies, internet, writing, astronomy, and like him I am not at all atheletic. I miss him. So I can't wait until he's here.
Also, I am excited because of .... FOOD. Who isn't excited about food? There is turkey, stuffing, and potatoes! I will gobble them up like a turkey gobbles. I get to help make the food.
Plus, I am off of school from today until monday. Any time I get off school is a big cheer.
I LOVE THANKSGIVING!!!!! I hope you have a great thanksgving!
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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I had a content sunday so far. It wasn't bad, but it was nothing near amazing. I have just been content today.
First, I went to church. Church is good. We had Fr. Haney, my favorite preist. He is really nice and gives good sermons. He always finds away of including a funny story into mass. At church, I got an ornament from a christmas tree. It's one of the things where the ornament tells you a gift for the needy and you buy it. So that'll be a nice thing to do.
After mass we went to lunch. It was at Eating Park. I had some chicken. They have ok chicken. I'm sort of sick of it because we go there every sunday. I wish we'd go to Bob Evans.
Then, after lunch we went to the mall. A somewhat fun part of the day! I spent most of the time in the Barnes and Nobles, checking out cds, books, and magazines.
Oh yeah, I am working on my new website. It is called My Immortal. Ashley might host it! I wanted to start it though. So anyway, it's coming along good. You can see the layout @ http://www.geocities.com/myimmortal47
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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
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Good morning my live journal fellows! I got up really early for a Saturday. 6:20 if you are looking for accuracy. My alarm clock was still set for when i woke up on the weekdays. I could've just ignored it or turned it off, but I got up. I was ready to greet the day. *greets day graciously*
As soon as I got out of bed, I headed downstairs. I watched some TV and then I hopped onto the computer chair. I kiss the computer. I clicked connect and soon enough I was online. I've been going back and forth between astronomy sites, Catalyst which you should totally join (say Mega referred you), and livejournal. I've been having a lot of fun.
I have a feeling it'll be a good day. I am so much more cheerful than yesterday. Some of yesterday I was depressed.
Anyway, my parents are still asleep, lol. So more time to myself! WOO HOO! Happy day today.
So have a good morning. I am certainly having a good morning. If there was a good morning song, i'd be singing it. Hey-why don't we make one up!
Good Morning
(to the beat of the beginning of miss independent-sang in similar way)
Miss Early Bird.
Miss Self Wake Upper.
Miss Waking Up Early.
Oh oh.
Miss Up on her Own.
Miss Sleeping All Alonee.
Miss Don't Need No Rest.
So by keeping her early schedule.
She'd never ever ever wake up late.
Little Miss Morning.
Ooh-good morning darling.
See-it's easy to see i'm perky today! How about I just leave it at Good Morning?
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I'm just posting some quiz results.
You are a Dark Mask, the fourth class of vampire.
You can adapt easily to any climate and
situation. Your servants are few, mostly
because you choose not to sire others. Your
chief ability is shiftery-- you can become
anyone or anything. Overall, you are a great
person. Keep us guessing.
What class of vampire are you? (more new images!)
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Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.
What's your element
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Friday, November 21st, 2003
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What's wrong with me? What is wrong with me? What did I do to make ppl not like? What is so unattractive because of me? What the heck is my problem or disorder?
For example, Jordan, he doesn't like me at all. He's going out with the sickening disgusting snobby miss popularity Laila. Laila is tall, pretty, and really rude. He met her this year. It makes me cringe every single time I see him with her, like at the skating party, or at lunch. Jordan sits by her everyday at lunch-EVERYDAY! They even kissed at the skating rink. They kissed more than once. WE'RE ONLY 11!
Why doesn't Jordan like ME instead of HER? I know him more. I probably care about him more too. All of my friends say I'm better than her. I know I'm nicer than her. I know I'm more fun than her. If all these things are true, what's wrong with me? Is it my apperance? I'm not a super model and I don't intend to be. Is it my popularity? I know I'm not popular. I only have a few close friends. WHAT IS IT?
There has to be something that dissattraacts guys from me cuz i have never even went out w/ someone. No guys even like me!
And here's another example. Nov. 18th was National Mix It Up Day. You're supposed to sit w/ ppl you wouldn't normally sit with. Me and my bff wanted to participate, to break social boundaries and all that other crap. You know that type of crap, the type about ppl judging otha ppl, the type about imperfections of teh world and fighting for world peice. Anyway, there were these girls and we asked if we could sit w/ them. We know them too. They wouldn't let us sit there. They wanted us to go away.
What did I do that makes them hate me? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CLUE ME IN? Was it me? I think it was because things like this have happened before. Or was it them?
Middle school lowered my self esteem extremely. At least one time during the day I feel like i'm missing a quality, missing something, have somethign wrong with me. At least one time a day I feel like a big fat loser.
Or maybe it isn't me. Maybe it's them. Maybe it's the general public. Maybe they are just too quick to judge ppl or judge ppl by the wrong things. Yeah,that's it. It's something wrong with them, the way they decide on their gfs, the way they decide who sits by them. That must be it or at least that'll comfort me a little.
Still, it's hard to focus on that aspect. Since the majority is like that, I feel like i have something wrong with me.
Aww....sometimes i just feel like sitting down and crying sometimes. In fact, I do sometimes. It happens at night. I'll be in my room and it'll be quiet. I have nothing else around me, but my thoughts. Then my thoughts turn to me and having something wrong with me. I start to sob. Sometimes my eyes get really red.
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Ah....a lot of things happened today.
The first thing was finding my purse. WOO HOO! I lost my purse yesterday-yep-sadness. I left it in Mr. Heisy's room, the movie elective. I went to Mr. Heisy's room during homeroom so I could look for my purse. It was there. Yippe!
The next thing was the social studies test. I was so worried. We had to identify places on a map. I had a trick to remember which order west to east teh great lakes were, smheo. Say it with me, smheo. S is for Superior. M is for for Michigan. H is for Huron. E is for Erie. O is for Ontario. Anyway, I was worried! See the worryworts community to see my worried post from this morning. Anyway, it was much easier than I thought. I think i got a 100.
Then the last thing is Chorus. It was pretty much fun! The teacher is a grouch, but oh well, i like singing. When my group, the altos, wasn't singing I watched.....jordan. He he. He is my crush. He can't sing. But he is so sweet. Plus, he looks really hot trying to sing.
So that basically was my day.
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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My life is rated G.
What is your life rated? I am so not inappropriate! This even proves it. Wow-am I really dull or something? Well, not all G movies are dull. Finding Nemo was so cute. That was rated G, wasn't it? Yes it was! Maybe my life is a cute movie w/ fish....lol.
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Yesterday I got a .... blood blister. It's on my finger and it's blackish brownish. It hurts when i type with it. Guess where I got it? Tech Ed! My finger was pinched in one of the clamps that held the wood.
Tech Ed is completely useless. I will never use it in real life. When am I going to build something? I'M NOT!
The worst thing of all is that Tech. Ed. is a mandatory class, when it's not mandantory for life. Wassup wit dat? Some ppl don't like working w/ tools, etc. Plus, it is very dangerous. PLUS, the guy gives you like no instruction on how to do anything, just expects you to do it. I think Tech Ed. should be an optional class, like an elective, so others don't have to feel that pain of shop. I mean, seriously, why make it mandatory?
There is so much stuff in my school that should be elective, not mandatory. I can rant on and on about it. For instance, home ec. should be optional, so should gym, so should art, and so should music. But right now I am just going to say my school district is mandatory nuts!!
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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It's almost 7 o clock. I'm going off to school.
I am not looking forward to Tech Ed. I hate it so much! I chizzle, but I stink at chizzling. Plus, when I chizzlie i get mad.....grrrr.
Plus, I didn't do some homework. I gotta finish it in homeroom.
Ah, it really sucks. School sucks a lot. I wish today was Saturday. Then I could sit here, typing away on my lj, having fun.
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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Hey! Wassup? This is Megan. You may remember Micheal aka Invert3d using this journal, but the updates were close to none, so it is now mine! I'll be doing a lot of work on this soon, but for now I just wanted to say hi. I HAVE TAKEN OVER!
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